I was given the Honest Scrap award by the fabulous Jennifer from I know, right? (thank you!) and I have to share 10 honest things about myself but I decided to do things a little differently.
Hope you like it.
It's easier to hate you.
Someone once said if you hate another human being, you're hating a part of yourself. It's true. Those parts of you that I hate are the same ones that creep inside of me, I've tried to kill them but still they lurk and shift around inside my head when I find myself gazing out of windows or dreaming for too long.
I want us to be best friends. I want to love you. I want us to be close. I really do.
But those parts of me that I hate are only half-dead and will come alive if you get too close. Even now they stir at your scent and transform into that parasitic beast that still haunts my insides.
So I have to keep my distance for now.
I will fade slowly into the background and try to forget.
Don't remember me.