Sunday, September 6, 2009

Honesty: Take 1

I was given the Honest Scrap award by the fabulous Jennifer from I know, right? (thank you!) and I have to share 10 honest things about myself but I decided to do things a little differently. 
Hope you like it.

It's easier to hate you.
Someone once said if you hate another human being, you're hating a part of yourself. It's true. Those parts of you that I hate are the same ones that creep inside of me, I've tried to kill them but still they lurk and shift around inside my head when I find myself gazing out of windows or dreaming for too long. 
I want us to be best friends. I want to love you. I want us to be close. I really do. 
But those parts of me that I hate are only half-dead and will come alive if you get too close. Even now they stir at your scent and transform into that parasitic beast that still haunts my insides. 

So I have to keep my distance for now. 
I will fade slowly into the background and try to forget. 
Don't remember me. 
I won't. 

2 comments:

  1. I love this. I actually find this more fascinating than any of the "honest facts" you could have posted. It's more real, more from the heart. More raw.

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  2. interesting last lines. dont remember, but dont forget. conundrum of sorts. leaving yourself in the background and bringing words to your face, its hard to remember but impossible to forget.
    pce-love-Liv

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